Allah Baik, Allah Baiiiiik, Maha Baik! Disaat impian itu telah lama dihapus dan dilupakan, Ia hadirkan kembali secercah harapan. Ia hadapkan aku kembali dengan mimpi itu, lengkap beserta kesempatan untuk mewujudkannya. Ia hadirkan di depan mata, tanpa ada yang pernah mengira sebelumnya....
Feels like my heart was fluttering when i heard that news. Honestly i didn't get the invitation message, but i found the courage to contact the lecturer and ask whether my name was on that list. Thankfully, my name was there, but i didn't get the message bcs i once changed my phone number. Alhamdulillah, that chance hasn't gone from me...
After attending the briefing this morning, my will was getting stronger. I ain't really sure whether it's just in time or am i really into it. On the other side, my parents put their hopes high with me joining this program, and i don't wanna disappoint them. I still have doubts in my head, but it's true that i myself feel honored to be given the chance to participate in the program and do want to be a part of it. I just need to calm myself down and convince that it's a once-in-a-lifetime chance that i shouldn't just wasted. oh Allah, convince me, give me the best answer...
Besides my doubts, i still wanna make a move by joining the test. The schedule was so tight that i just shocked when i looked at that. Next week on wednesday, we'll be taking toefl test, and then interviewed right afther that. The next wednesday, the announcement of those who pass the test will come out, and the next wed on 6th of April, the program will officially begin. Just like a dream, it'll happen in a blink of an eye...
Ya Allah, jika memang jalanku disana, jika Engkau menghendaki aku berada disana, maka tuntunlah, dan mudahkan jalanku... Jika memang disana telah kau siapkan rencana terbaik untuk masa depanku, tuntunlah aku agar dapat 'melangkah' dengan ringan kesana, dengan Ridha dan pertolongan-Mu. Ya Allah, hambamu memohon, berikanlah kesempatan itu, kesempatan yang tak Kau berikan pada banyak orang lain, kesempatan yang akan dapat membahagiakan hati orang tua hamba yang sering hamba-Mu kecewakan.... ya Allah, hanya pada pertolongan dan kemurahan-Mu lah hamba berserah diri.....
Aku ingin dapat lolos seleksi bersama seluruh teman-teman ka01 yang berkesempatan... Dekatkanlah, wujudkanlah impian itu bagiku dan teman-temanku ya Allah... karena sesungguhnya, Engkau lah Maha pemurah lagi Maha penyayang...
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