Halo! I don't know why but i just feel the urge to write on my blog tonight. Tbh i'm kind of embarassed knowing that my friends have found out about this blog and all the silly and unimportant articles in it, and to make it worst, they started to read it in front of me. Loool feelin' so awkward._.
But then someone said, 'what's the use of writing in a blog, if it ain't to be read by others?'
my answer is, honestly this blog has been made from long time ago when i wanna start to practice my writing. The followers are not much, and most of them are my friends from the old schools. I never published even one url of this blog to socmed or anything, except, yes except, to upload college assignments given by my lecturers into the student site. Nowhere else. Not even once. I just sometimes feel like sharing to blog, to no one, but just wanna write anything's in my mind. And i don't hope anyone to read it. Like i said, just to 'free' my mind. But i know well that when i write in blog, there's so much possibilities that others would read it even when i never share the blog url. It's a risk that i should take.
So, i wanna say this. If i act silly or weird when someone read any articles from this blog where there was me, it's not that i'm mad - i mean what's there to be mad about? - just know that i'm just shy and embarassed and feelin awkward and know neither what to do nor say.
And not to promote my blog, but now, feel free to visit or read any of the articles here. You could either laugh on my writings or smile because it's way too 'alay' or nonsense. Lol. Anyway, just feel free. And though i'm embarassed, i will just continue to write in this blog. Heuheu. I would feel very happy too if any of the articles i wrote could help even just one of the reader smile or feeling helped or anything.
Anyway, i admit it, i'm kind of weird. I don't like to share much of my stories to anyone. I mean i just share the very special one to my closest 'ones'. But here i share my ways of thinking, my perspectives, and a bit of my stories.
Should i tell you a secret? Or perhaps, more like advice? If you are kind of a shy person, or doesn't like to talk much about yourself, or sometimes you feel that it will be too much of a burden to share your story to someone bcs you think then that person will carry your 'load' to..... just like me maybe you could just start to try making your own blog, and then fill it with your writings.
No need to make a pro writings, just - write - anything. Anything, unless it's something inappropriate. Just share your thoughts, write the things you wanna say that in reality you couldn't. Share your stories, just to make your heart and mind less heavy from anything that burdens you. And if you don't want anyone to read your writings, just never share the blog url anywhere. That's it. The secret, or advice, maybe? :)
In summary, writing could helps you free your mind. It does apply in writing on a blog, also. And maybe, someday you could really find out that you do have a skill in writing, maybe? Who knows, right? So, just don't be too embarassed about yourself or anything you do, anything you've hidden never shared before, because when the time comes, you'll be known for WHO YOU REALLY ARE. And trust me, the time will come. Right, nin? Heuheu xD
Ok then that's all for this one. So, i'm gonna work for the next article, maybe? Hehe xD
See you again, then!
Regards,
Ninda.
Ninda.
P.s : other than reading novels, i just think about it again and then remember that my other hobbies are browsing for and reading quotes, reading anyone's writings - anyone's blog, and analyze things through my "glasses". (Don't tell anyone abot that :p)
