Hellooooo! Long time no see, blog! :') It's 2.00am right now but i just can't force myself back to sleep (though i'm sleepy). Guess i'll just gonna post random things here.....
Hmm i just read some articles that 'hit me in the face' a few minutes ago. yap i cried, a lot while reading those articles, but still trying to hold my tears back bcs i don't wanna make some noise, knowing that i'm the only one who still awake in my home. Why? why? why? i just realized how fool i am to be an ungrateful person.
You know, it's natural for human to feel unsatisfied of what we have in present. We often feel that we are given less than the other people out there. It's clearly known that human is greedy, and has the tendency to concern about their own selves. We look at something the way we want to judge it. We see what we want to see, yet we 'close' our eyes of the things that we don't wanna admit that it's exist in reality. But in fact, what's really happening out there?
When we throw our left-over food to the trash, there's someone out there hoping to get a mouthful of food, even just a left-over one... When we spent our money by shopping, hanging out with friends, and just to fulfil our pleasures, there's someone out there dying because they have no money just to go to a clinic to cure their disease.... When we skip our class at school or college, there's someone out there staring at the school gate with tears because they have spirits to study but didn't get the chance to enter school or college... Just like that, just like that... Sooo much things that we should think about, to reflect ourselves.
Then i asked myself... "How good you are?" "Have you been grateful enough?" "Have you appreciate the things that have given to you?" "Don't you feel ashamed of what you've done til now?" "Have you made someone out there happy bcs of what you've done for them?" "Have you been a useful person?"
All those thoughts are spinning in my head, spinning all around.
All those thoughts are spinning in my head, spinning all around.
